Made Up My Mind.

I've decided to kill myself.  I just have to figure out how to do it successfully. 

 

I thought once you decided to kill yourself you were supposed to feel happy and calm.  I still just want to cry. 

missyfin missyfin
26-30, F
2 Responses Feb 24, 2010

wow...have just realized (for certin) that all is for naught, and I don't want to be here, but havent thought completely through the details...no crying, no butterflies, but an odd understanding of what christians must feel when they long for their savior....they want out, but still hang on....

i dont feel calm,my gut has butterflies all the time and i know how im going out