Would It Be Best?i have been in a relationship on and off for the past 5 years. We have been engaged for about one year, and i am currently 5 months pregnant. i am absolutly inlove with him, but larely i have been asking myself why?! we have been having problems for the past year or so... we now have no communication at all between us, we can be sitting next to eachother for hours and the most that might happen might be "where is the remote?" its pathetic. we used to go out to dinner, movies, for walks, anything just being together was great. now im lucky if i get a minute of his time out of the day. and our .."alone" time is no none exsitint. i know he lies to me, and now i cant truse him. i dont want to lose him, but im afraid that its happening...slowly. i want to keep our little soon to be family together of course. i know all these changes arent becuase im pregnant they have started why before so i know thats no excuse. but im misearble!!! i try to talk about how i feel, and he blows me off. but when it comes down to it, and i make a stand and tell him how it should be or im gone..he turns it all around and "poor him" then i feel guilty and like im the bad one.. its like a big continous run around..and im tired and cant run no more! i dont want to lose him, but would it be for the best if i did?
Yme2007 22-25, F 5 Responses 0 Apr 15, 2007