Codependent? Idk

I love my husband with all my heart, but I feel the relationship fading.  As much as I know that the best thing is to leave, I can't.  All he does is yell anymore, and all I do is cry.  I'm not a weak person!  I've been on my own for 13 years, raised/ing 4 children on my own.  I was husband and wife, mother and father.  He entered our lives, and I saw so much hope...it was a lie.  I've struggled with this man more than most people do in an entire lifetime.  I just want some peace, can't leave, can't fix it, so it just feels like ending life is the only answer.
hopeless hopeless
26-30, F
1 Response Apr 19, 2007

Have you tried counseling?