I Don't Want to Lose Him
So I just got over a brake up last month, at the time I was really depressed and I started to eat less, I thought I would never love any one again. But then about a week or two later I started talking to my guy friend and we were always talking on the phone, playing 20 questions to get to know each other more considering we haven't talked in a long time and we never really talked a lot. Well as we were talking on the phone I couldn't really understand what he was saying because the phone wasn't very loud but I got used to it and I could here him pretty good. Well after a while he told me he likes me and I didn't know for sure if I liked him back yet, besides it's only been a couple of weeks of talking on the phone and video chatting. Then he started to hang out with me at school some times in the morning and some times at lunch. I never thought he liked me a lot but I guess he did, people were telling me I shouldn't date him because he was going to try to get in my pant and stuff like that but I started believing it and I was scared to talk to him again but I continued any way. As time went my we talked even more and more and hung out even more, like after school till 4 or 5, at lunch, and in the morning. Then one day me, all my friends, and him were all hanging out at lunch and my friend asked me if I liked him a lot and I told her yes but I don't know if I want to go through this again, so my other friend walked over and I told her and she walked over to him and told him to ask me out. She came back and told me that she told him and I had this weird feeling in my tummy like butterflies. So I waited a minute and walked over there and stood right by him awkwardly and then he said " So will you?" I smiled and replied "Will I what?" He replied "Will you go out with me?" Oh the moment then was very awkward and I replied "Sure..." I smiled and it was pretty awkward. Then the bell rang and he walked me to class half way and hugged me. Then we hung out after school and I tried not making it awkward. After a week of hanging out after school and talking we have became closer and closer so it's not even awkward any more. So he walks me to every class now and talks to me a lot and we always laugh and have a lot of fun. So this relationship is going great. He is very protective for me and strong. I love his personality too he is funny. Well After going out for I think two weeks now I feel in love with him. I really hope this relationship last forever.