I Don't Want to Lose Him
I'm with a decent guy and i love him more then anything.For one year off and on ive been with him,and i will admit the relationship has been hell.Hes never abused me but we fight like crazy,we cuss each other out and tell each other off,but thats how we are,we always make up.I lost him for 2 months because of **** i was doing,i never thought i would get him back but i did and i couldnt be any happier. I dont want to lose him now because we have a babygirl on the way.I dont want to be with him just for her,i want to be with him because i love him so much and i want to have our family together. we still fight even though im pregnant and he does cause alot of my stress,but hes so worried bout whats going to happen after our daughter is born,that he doesnt think before he acts,just like me.I never think before i speak so i usually will say something the wrong way and it will **** him off.but if i leave him alone for an hour or so,we will make up and things will be better.Alot of my friends still think hes no good for me and that i can do better,if that is true.....i dont care i love him alot more than i have ever loved another guy,and trust me ive dated alot of guys before...My fiance is my world along with my babygirl and family..If i do lose him again,which i hope never happens,I will try my best to keep him in my life as a friend,i wont have to worry bout him being there for our daughter because i know no matter what goes on with me and him he will be there for her through thick and thin.