he is my friend, understands me more than any one. i cant bring him close or things will change, but i cant, just cant push him away. he is my friend and nothing more, a shoulder to cry on that i shouldnt have. a wonderful person to dry my face. we can never be close again but i cant be too close. i feel like im losing him... little by little. i hold him away too much or draw him near to often. friendship shouldnt be this complicated but it is... and it hurts to see him fade. im afraid im losing him.

DarkAmber DarkAmber
18-21, F
Feb 16, 2010