I Hate Myself

I am obsesd wiv a a guy,i love im so much wiv al ma heart n he knws dat so he mks me cry al d tym n nw i wish i didnt lv me bt i do. Help me he is takn advantage of my luv 4 me,i kant evn cntrol ow i feel 4 him. Wat do i do?
Gesy Gesy
18-21, F
1 Response Apr 26, 2011

I used to be the same way with men. Please read Women Who Love To Much by Robin Norwood, that book along with the Lords help completely changed my destructive relationship habits, the book uses examples of women who go through destructive relationships and why they are doing it. You will see why your dating the wrong kind of men and be able to fix it because you know the cause. It all has to do with the way you were raised. I am happily married to a great guy now, we have a healthy relationship and I owe it all to God and from Women Who Love To Much. I wish the same happiness for you as well. You have to learn to love your self and that is something I didn't have back then I do know. God helped me with that. God bless you.