Stop It Already!

Stop it Already!!! That was my parents, my husband and other people said about the way i think. But no matter how I tried, I cant. I cant seem to get small problem out of my mind espcially when I think that I couldnt cope up with life I have now. I am somehow in regrets, of saying Yes to this marriage, but I may be thankful because I finally knew about myself that was hidden long time ago, however I didn't like it. I wanna escape from this world, and from this life. My mind really is filled with negative thoughts. How I'd wish I could sleep forever instead. Why am I the one is being hit by this kind of attitude? But it was all my fault. My wisdom and knowledge were now drained out in the sink, and cant seem to retreive them. Silent has become my friend.
Eureka85 Eureka85
22-25, F
Sep 20, 2011