It Seems So, At Times.

I try to be positive. I try not to have these thoughts. But sometimes, when no one seems to realize who I actually am, when I don't get the attention and affection I deserve for a long time, when people hurt me simply because they do not notice me, when even the one I care about the most refuses to listen when I speak - I just feel... like I might as well stop moving and stay behind. And I do, sometimes. Not even on purpose. It just feels like I'm standing still, watching the days go by unable to catch them, unable to really get a grip on them and use them fully. Sometimes I simply feel like I'm missing out on everything.

Not all the time, fortunately. Over all, I am doing okay. Nothing wrong with my life, nothing wrong with me. And still it doesn't feel quite complete. Typical.

JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
18-21, F
Mar 12, 2009