I Don't Feel Like I Matter To Anyone

I doubt myself all the time. I know I am not as smart as my sister nor will I ever be able to work like my sister does. I think I compare myself to her because it has been that way since the day I was born. I wonder who would miss me if I died tommorrow.  This is the first place I have decided to voice my doubts because I don't tell my loved ones  about my hugh self doubt. Where do I belong and do I really matter and who will love me.
Paige42986 Paige42986 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2011

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I have many self doubts also. And like you, I have a sister. I am very close with her, although sometimes I wonder why she got all the "good" genes- smarter, better body, more outgoing, more talented. I feel like I should have overcame self doubt by my age but I'm guessing it'll be a continual struggle. We just have to keep on trucking.