I Don't Feel Like I Matter To Anyone

I doubt myself all the time. I know I am not as smart as my sister nor will I ever be able to work like my sister does. I think I compare myself to her because it has been that way since the day I was born. I wonder who would miss me if I died tommorrow.  This is the first place I have decided to voice my doubts because I don't tell my loved ones  about my hugh self doubt. Where do I belong and do I really matter and who will love me.
Paige42986 Paige42986
51-55, F
Apr 11, 2011