Because I Am So Awfully Forgetful.

I cannot trust my memory, even tough I feel sure of the truth.
The next moment I would doubt what I believe to be true.
There have been times that I have been right and others wrong.
However most of the time it is the other way round.

This is particular annoying when arguing with my husband, who has a far superior memory.

Sometimes I wish I could recall tethers of past memories, much better.
When I find myself in situation where I feel I have to justify myself.
This is when I doubt myself so much, I reduce myself to "nothing", Invalidating my bare existence, as far as denying myself the right to be.
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Jan 21, 2013