I just wish I was a better person in every way. Better at making others smile or laugh when they are down. Wish I had a better job, Better car, bigger house, better friends, more money. lol
I just feel I have so much more to offer than I seem to be able to give. Seems the only time I smile anymore is when I'm making someone else smile.
If I am alone "and I often am" I seldom smile at all. I guess I feel through others. I know that sounds crazy, but If your sad, I'm sad. If I can make you feel better, then I'll feel better. You smile, I smile. But when I am alone all emotions are on stand still except for this down and out feeling.
I come here to do one thing. Make someone smile, And although that sounds like a nice thing to do, It is really selfish of me because the real reason may just be that I want to make someone smile so I can smile again.