Drinking And Sex

I have used the excuse of being drunk to have sex for too many years. I am happily married, except I yearn for sex with strangers or even people I know. I don't want a relationship with them, just sex. I love to drink and it alows me to feel free enough to let go sexually. I usually go drinking 2 nights a week and that means I have intercourse those nights as well. I pretend I don't know what I am doing, but I am fully aware of my actions. I have told co-workers that I can't remember what we did and act surprised when they tell me. The worst part is, I don't want to quit.
nurseholly nurseholly
41-45, F
May 17, 2012