For So Many Years

Ever since I was about nine I have wanted nothing more than to just pack up and leave. Not tell anyone just get up and go. I think I'm getting closer every day, this house is driving me crazy, but I can't leave it. People in my life are driving me crazy, I just want to be left alone and all they do is poke holes in my life, I just want to find a place where I can be totally alone, no one but me, I'm all I've got.

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applebomb, you are 16 or 17 yrs old and running away is NOT a good idea.When you need space please never consider running away.Everything will shake out for the best.have you a ten speed bike? Try a day trip and see the country side for a few hours.

Don't listen to mahler. Running away is always the answer. Or at least it makes life more interesting. My advice though, save money. Save it rabidly and guard it like it is your only child. Every year, go on vacation, for at least a week, as far away from home as you can get. I doesn't make the urge go away, in fact sometimes I think it makes it worse. But it gives you a better idea of what to do when you decide to make a run for it.

I guess a lot of us have felt like that at some time or another, I know I have, but I feel that running away is not always the answer. Wiseowl i right, try and find some alone time for yourself.

try getting alone time at a fun place..movies or shopping. I don't know if you are old enough to move out.We all need space and you really need a break.Make it happen and have fun today.