Why Am I Being Punished Like This

I posted a story about a dream i had about him in the I have a broken heart group yesterday and thought I got it out my system.

But dammit!!!! I had another dream. It started at my mother's house again. But this one was even more perfect than the last one and just as realistic. Again I dreamt you came back to me. Again I dreamt that you left her. But this time you said directly that you love me. And you said that not choosing me was a mistake.

I DONT NEED THIS IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

annathom annathom
26-30, F
1 Response Feb 5, 2008

i am going through the same situation just as you...it kills me early in the morning by waking up after dreaming of him. I sometimes wish if i couldn't wake up to face that day that i could have spend the whole time with him.