Help Me Understand

The last two months have been very difficult ones, after the sudden loss of my youngest son.  I dreamed of us a room, although not sure of everyone whom was present.  My was son there, and then where he was standing, the image changed to bright colors of orange, yellow and red like small specks, and I woke up saying please don't go...please come back!  The next dream was of a little boy, whom looked just like him, when I called his name, a woman took him away.  My daughter was next to me...telling me Mom..it did look like Chad.

Is this a dream, my son is in spirit with me, or is it still me not wanting to let go..and him telling me it's ok?
HBethW HBethW
56-60, F
May 21, 2012