Every Once In a While

Tonight I might dream of you again. I will dream of you every once in a while forever, I guess. Sometimes I dream of you being happy with me, and I wake up sad realizing you're not actually here. Sometimes I dream of you being happy with someone else, and I wake up feeling vaguely jealous for not being that other girl, which makes me feel like a bad person. Sometimes I dream of you being sad on your own, waiting for someone to come for you, but refusing to call out to anyone, and I wake up sad knowing this might actually be true.

Sometimes, I dream of you being happy without knowing any of the conditions, and I wake up feeling happy too, knowing that at least in my dreams there is a reality in which you are nothing but just happy you.

I miss you, you know.

JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
18-21, F
3 Responses Mar 11, 2009

They had lots of offers... and magazines... I don't like to pay the high prices so I read them at the store...

Did you now? That sure took you a long time.

I only went to the shops...