I had dropped out of some groups. Why? Because if I am making changes within myself spiritually,mentally,and physically and being positive I don't want to bring in negative when their are things that I need to change. I am finally happy. I have had my heart cleansed my inside cleansed. I open to recieve correction when I am wrong or the way that I act. I am healed from my past. All the abuse and everything that I have been through I have really forgiven those who have done me wrong and have done harm to me. So now I feel like I am not in bondage anymore and the chains are free. That was some of my problems. Bringing my hurt to the present. I feel good. I actually feel like a different person. Changing my ways of thoughts and my thinking. Man this was way over due. I don't hate anyone I will say I may not agree with them. My next step is love. I believe in God and God is love so that is what I need to do. Show love and not to take things personally. Letting it go Thank you.