I'm Dwelling Here!

Yes ... I'm dwelling. 

I dwell on the fact that I dwell.  Over-thinker numero uno with a huge red neon arrow over my head.  No ... not the Arby's hat!  Ugh ... now I'm thinking Arby's.

Anyway ... *shewing Arby's hat away from my head*  I do dwell on things I can not change.  My list is long, but I will share just a portion of what I dwell on during the day.

1) Even though I thought I said all I needed to say to my Mom before she died ... I still have things to tell her. 

2) I desire to be married again.  Don't ask me why, but I do ...

3) Situations of my past haunt me.  Things I could have said differently.  Things I could have done differently.  Hind sight is always 20/20.

I'm weird!

zencricket zencricket
31-35, F
2 Responses May 3, 2007

Wow........these post were a long time ago. I guess there is no need for me to post.

You're NOT WEIRD! Very realistic, in fact! But one pointer: If you did dwell a bit more on the past, you'd probably remember why you're single again, and that itch to re-hitch would go away!! lol.