What If...should Have...

It can keep me awake at night. I lie there thinking that I've gone and made a fool of myself again, I've offended her, I was so obviously not listening to him, I should have paid attention, what if I had held on? It can get so bad sometimes that I avoid that person for a few days, convinced that I've made them hate me. This is usually when I'm feeling down, so it seems then that all these little mistakes and slip ups have led me to the crappy little hole I'm in.
BowsAndBones BowsAndBones
18-21, F
Jul 24, 2007