It could be because I'm breaking a small rule that's not hurting anyone. Or I could be throwing someone under the bus. Truth is, I easily feel guilty and almost tell someone instantaneously. My mom has this rule that I'm not allowed on electronics for more than an hour during school but I'm on it as long as my heart desires. Whenever she says 'I'm trusting you to do this' or 'You can have as much time as you want today' it makes me sick. I want to tell her that I've been lying but I think it's a stupid rule and I won't give into it. Gosh this really sucks for me. I bet my mom wouldn't be nearly as upset as I am right now. lol.
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Aug 15, 2014