Like I said a few times, I am loyal and people who were in my life has been there for a reason, because I liked them and had respect for them. I know, no one is perfect and we all make mistakes. There's mistakes which we can forgive and others, well we cannot. I have ended a few friendship cause some took advantage of me or who I am as a person. My husband told me numerous time, these people aren't meant to be your friends and I give him credit cause he's been right. Others, ended there friendship towards me cause they got what they wanted and then I'm no good anymore for them or ... I have had many friendship and this doesn't make me a loner at all, cause I had the experience of experincing friendship. I tell myself, life is a path, people approaches us for a reason and the unknown reason of it all. I am at a certain age and for me, family is more important then friendship. I don't expect anyone entering in my life and I choose not having it any other way. If people are meant to be, it'll happen and if it doesn't, this is what it has come to. I am not looking for any friends cause I am happy the way I am with my life in this department. Being screwed once, twice, three times, etc is more then enough. My priorities are my husband and family. I don't mind seeing aquaintances once in a while and this is good enough for me. I'm not gonna give my all anymore like I used too. Some times, it is better being alone then with the wrong company.