Like I said a few times, I am loyal and people who were in my life has been there for a reason, because I liked them and had respect for them.  I know, no one is perfect and we all make mistakes.  There's mistakes which we can forgive and others, well we cannot.  I have ended a few friendship cause some took advantage of me or who I am as a person.  My husband told me numerous time, these people aren't meant to be your friends and I give him credit cause he's been right.  Others, ended there friendship towards me cause they got what they wanted and then I'm no good anymore for them or ...  I have had many friendship and this doesn't make me a loner at all, cause I had the experience of experincing friendship.  I tell myself, life is a path, people approaches us for a reason and the unknown reason of it all.  I am at a certain age and for me, family is more important then friendship.  I don't expect anyone entering in my life and I choose not having it any other way.  If people are meant to be, it'll happen and if it doesn't, this is what it has come to.  I am not looking for any friends cause I am happy the way I am with my life in this department.  Being screwed once, twice, three times, etc is more then enough.  My priorities are my husband and family.  I don't mind seeing aquaintances once in a while and this is good enough for me.  I'm not gonna give my all anymore like I used too.  Some times, it is better being alone then with the wrong company.
Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
36-40, F
Aug 3, 2011