I Have Been Having the Most Passionate Affair
I have been having the most passionate affair for almost 3 yrs and 3 months to the day... I can say it has been one of the most amazing rides of my life. I have discovered things about myself that i did not know existed, dreams i did not know I had .. But before i start let me share why It lasted so Long.
It lasted because he is and will always be my Soulmate. Because he completes me on an emotional, physical, and spiritual level. It lasted because he made me feel alive, and while by his side, I felt that anything was possible. It lasted because when we made love, it was the most amazing, life changing sex I have ever had. He taught me what it felt like to give yourself to someone unconditionally, and without reservation. He taught ME PASSION AND DESIRE.
I couldn't stop because i was addicted to his love, his touch, his body, his soul. Because when he told me he loved me, thousands of times, i felt it resinate through my body. Because i could not imagine a day without hearing his voice, or feeling his hands all over my body.
For what it's worth, i have no regrets. I gave myself, all of myself, in the name of love. And if in the end, the story is not what I had hoped, at least I KNOW THAT i can never say "what if".. Because when i wanted to feel him, i did. When i wanted to tell him he was the most amazing man in my life, I said it. I never held back, I kissed, made love, and lived passionately...
And today i can say, i have been in love. And it was worth it.
And someday i will love again, and I will find someone who wants to spend everyday, for the rest of their lives, beside me. Waking up next to me. And loving me unconditionally.