When I find peace in solitude....there is such an overwhelming sense of contentment. I'm constantly surrounded by people. Many friends....but I'm afraid I have so many people around because of my fear of being alone. I don't necessarily even like everyone that I allow into my life. Some of them are a psychological security blanket. They add stress to my life for the time being....but if everyone I loved left me....i'd want to know that I still had people there. It's selfish. It's destructive. It's insecure.....and It's a vicious cycle. I'd like to find peace of mind and trust. I'd like to....but I don't know how.

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Feb 18, 2009