I Am Becoming A Living Inspiration...

I was kinda nervous and scared, but I did it. Ive gone through a bit and Imin the process of changing the way I live my life. I think its inspiring overcoming what haunts and hurts us. I have overcome what I needed to. I am mastering being positive. But I never have taken any real action. Until today.

 Nothing has forced me to change. I decided I wanted to. I got sick of living a limited life filled with sad anger and fear. I now want to live an inspirational life! Although a little unsure I faced my hesitance and asked about becoming a phone counselor for Warm Line which is a trouble helpline.

I don't know what to expect. But I know that this is going to make me go from just thinking I'm totally amazing hiding behind a computer to actually living and being it. I think its rather selfish if I didn't help others show that they too can overcome their troubles.

I'm not doing it for me. I remember how bad things were when I went through them and how I felt trapped. I didn't like it. No one likes it. Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy (not that I have enemies. I don't really hate or dislike anyone although some people may not like me).

 Anyway as much as I wanted to do this I put it off for close to 3 weeks. And now Ive taken an action which is going to make a difference. I like to think that's living inspiration. And I am starting to live that dream of living an inspirational life.


TotallyAmazing TotallyAmazing
22-25, M
2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

I have to wait until feb to start training as a counselor. It takes 16 weeks to train. I have to give a minimum of 2 years service. Sounds like alot, but worth it. Just because I must wait does not mean Im giving up on a dream.

Totally amazing, you inspirational sharing and your good heart is totally amazing. Life is a choice. We are sick of the consequences of living in negativism. If one must be chosen, why not choose to be happy and motivated? It will be a blessing to be your friend to keep my days positive. (add you to my circle).