Easily Seduced When I Drink Too Much

In high school, I was always rather shy, esp with boys. I would go out and stuff but wouldn't go too far, just making out, but no touching. It wasn't that I was against that morally or that I was saving myself or whatever, but it just didn't feel right. I got uncomfortable. That was before this one party when this boy kept getting me drinks. I had almost never had alcohol before and didn't know what it would do to me. I mean I knew it could make me drunk, but I was too stupid to know it would make me horny. It wasnt long before all my inhibitions were gone, and the guy knew it. He started pawing me, starting with my breasts. I liked it and did not discourage him, even though were weren't in a private place. He tried to rub me 'down there' and I did stop him, but I honestly did not want to. I wish I could say I learned my lesson that night, but I didn't -- alcohol still has that effect on me. Sometimes I drink with that in mind, but sometimes it just happens, and guys take advantage of that.
LeslieCat LeslieCat
18-21, F
3 Responses Dec 5, 2012

Can I buy you a drink?

I luv to take u 2 bar

it's very common.. alcohol helps the libido with just about anyone.