Meant To Be A Submissive?

I've always been into bondage, pain etc. Here's the dilemma though. My natural submissiveness has always gotten in the way of me being that "assertive alpha male" that most women like. I'm on the verge of losing my wife and I can't help but to think that a good part of it has to do with the fact that she doesn't want a submissive pushover. But to me, nothing is sexier than serving a woman in every way, being used, abused, teased and denied. I don't want to lose her but I've already made up my mind that if I lose my one true love, I will persue a D/s relationship and just be a ***** boy for a woman who just wants to use and abuse me. Pathetic huh? ::sigh::
skyler1486 skyler1486
31-35, M
3 Responses Dec 2, 2012

Hi skyler1486
I never heard of such a thing. Does not sound like it would work imho.
Best wishes
:)

woah i thought you were 13-15

not really pathetic, I get off being used by a woman and my wife enjoys it when we do it for sex. Outside the bedroom we are a normal couple.