Does It Make Me A Bad Person
Does it make a bad person if I feel like the people I help don't really deserve my help? Sometimes it just feels like everyone's so ungrateful and they don't even realise the lenghts which I have gone to help them or to make them happy. I really do enjoy making the lives of others easier but I a part of me wishes I could just give everyone the finger and tell them to take care of themselves. It used to be enough just to see a glimpse of happiness on a persons face but now I'm growing weary of never getting any recognition for the things I've done. I've once been fired because I chose to help a friend and that time all I got was a "thanks" as if what I did was pouring her some more coffee. I can't bring myself to tell people how I feel because I don't want to make them feel bad. Maybe I'll get over it.