I Will Enjoy Again ...

i have always enjoyed my family. everything done by me has always revolved around my wife or kids in some way. it gave me enjoyment to care for babies three different times. i enjoyed watching them learn to walk, talk, feed themselves, write, ride bikes, first motorcycle rides,  ... the list is endless. there has always been purpose in my life from the time i graduated high-school all the way through now. amazing how a decision being made without my approval can seemingly take away all enjoyment. for the past month my wife has been building up to leaving me and the boys. she has sucked all the joy from my february. i feel like i was not being allowed to enjoy anything. every turn she was there to remind me she will leave.try as i my to no avail, she will leave soon. i am planning to return to my enjoyment of family... i actually have been trying but when everything you do reminds you of what is happening it is difficult. we have always enjoyed family together. now i must enjoy it without her. i am going to enjoy again ...

grogorthox grogorthox
31-35, M
Mar 1, 2010