I don't think that there is anything sexual in my life that is a powerful than the desire to learn about or witness the sexploits of my wife. Events that took place before we married, whilst married or the things that she would love to do. I find it very distracting. I have always enjoyed sex, but nothing is as much a turn-on than this. When she is out with another man it is almost debilitating. When she has a relationship (long term affair) it is constant. I can at any moment I wish think about the whole situation and become immediatly arroused. Then I can casualy pass someone that has similar looks or traits to one of her lovers and I'm back to having butterflies. Sometimes I even bring up a conversation (theoretical) about a wife sharing scenario (The jist being...can you believe that someone would enjoy this?), this with a freind, collegue or complete stranger (little do they know, I'm talking about my beutiful, demure wife).

Along with having kids, this is the greatest thing to happen to me.

Am I crazy??????????

multitalanted multitalanted
41-45, M
Feb 7, 2010