I don't think that there is anything sexual in my life that is a powerful than the desire to learn about or witness the sexploits of my wife. Events that took place before we married, whilst married or the things that she would love to do. I find it very distracting. I have always enjoyed sex, but nothing is as much a turn-on than this. When she is out with another man it is almost debilitating. When she has a relationship (long term affair) it is constant. I can at any moment I wish think about the whole situation and become immediatly arroused. Then I can casualy pass someone that has similar looks or traits to one of her lovers and I'm back to having butterflies. Sometimes I even bring up a conversation (theoretical) about a wife sharing scenario (The jist being...can you believe that someone would enjoy this?), this with a freind, collegue or complete stranger (little do they know, I'm talking about my beutiful, demure wife).

Along with having kids, this is the greatest thing to happen to me.

Am I crazy??????????

multitalanted multitalanted
41-45, M
3 Responses Feb 7, 2010

you describe things just the way I feel.

Thanks for the complement. :) I do use my membership on EP to explore my real desires, and those of my wonderful wife. I find that others experiences and the ability to chat with them, see pics (which give an insight into the personality of the person/s posting them, their relationships and their real desires. The emotional turmoil is what we crave, it's just that you need to know the limits for all those involved.<br />
So please carry on enjoying the cuckold life and share those experiences to help those like me.<br />

Sure you're crazy. Aren't we all? <br />
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You express the emotional turmoil so well you should turn it all into a full fleged story.