While Depressed I Write...
something different...while being depressed i made up this story to forget my loneliness blues...some people may find it disturbing..whatever..i wrote it to help me over my woes!!!!
god did not feel tired or lonely or happy or sad, angry or impatient for god had no need of human concepts. god had created whole universes, let them run their course until they disintegrated or died a natural death. every possible universe had been created. the merest thought of a possible universe was created..every species of life , no matter how strange or alien or weird had populated these universes. Time had no meaning to god, even though in our terms many trillions upon trillions of years had been spent in the creating and final extinction of these universes. not a single universe had been destroyed by god..they ran their natural course from birth to final death throes.
god did not sleep, not as we know it, but god decided to go into subconsciousness and wait...the time god was waiting was billions of times longer than all the previous creationary years combined.
time had no meaning for god.
then god woke ... and thoughts, as the nearest human concept could be called...interloped in god's mind and god decided to create one more , previously unthought of type of universe...and put one life form to outshine all the rest and give this lifeform one gift god had never given before in all of god's creations..
it was the gift of EMOTION. god never interfered in anything at anytime for any reason,, for god had no knowledge of pain, suffering nor any emotion. god waited a very short time for the evolution of the species of life and thereupon called the species by the name off HUMAN...
i could write more but i'm too tired to think...class was very restless abecause Christmas is so near.
that's as far as it goes for the moment...i don't suppose there would be a single person who would like the story but it did help me to refocus my thoughts and energies for a short time.
does anyone have any thoughts on this...? does anyone care ? please feel free to be negative if you don't like it and please say if you do...