Escape Reality

You know that saying, 'the truth shall set you free' . .. 

I don't think it's true, on the contrary, I think the truth will actually drive me crazy. 

I think I know way too much **** and I have way too many bad memories that if I ever faced them all .. I'd go insane. 

If I ever faced my insecurities, I would drown in them. 

So I run. Every time I find myself thinking about the **** I know, the **** I remember, the thoughts that scare me. ..  I run the other way. As fast as I can. 

I have this alternate universe. Sometimes I live in it. So I don't have to face the truth. So I don't have to think about all the things that could make me crazy. 

Sounds crazy. I know. But I think everyone needs distractions. And this is mine. 

It's the only way to keep doing what I do without giving up. 

kmuch kmuch
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 22, 2010

i understand...from what u say.....and i dont think is crazy at all..