I Am 12, And Want To Wear Diapers!

I am 12, and I desperately want to wear Diapers. Help!!! I will NOT tell my parents, because they will just be ticked off, I will NOT pee the bed, I already tried. They just got ticked off, and I have NO money! What do I do?!?! No being mean, saying "just don't get them" or say anything I said above.
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Jan 21, 2013