Only Because Of Experience..

I always find it incredibly shocking when I can count on someone. Not that it's happened very many times..Maybe twice. Ever since I was little it was just promise after promise with my parenst..Of course no following through..and no it just seems like that's all people can do--say what they know I want to hear, but never come through. It wasn't until a few years ago that I decided to just expect people to disappoint me instead of thinking I can count on them. It seems to be less painful. Plus when..well if..someone actually surprises makes the moment so much more meaningful. But like I doesn't really happen much..
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May 20, 2012