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The Little Girl.....

i see a little girl sitting on a swing....its day but dark....faded. like the colors decided to fade...to die...like they are sad for the little girl..
i see her swinging...back and forth ...back and forth....
the grass that surrounds her..is dead or dying....no flowers to be seen...

back and forth.....then the creek...back and forth..

to her right side...behind her is a ball....a little deflated ..i cant see..i think it has a star on it...next to it is bear..he looks sad to...like he was loved once..but was forgotten to soon.

back and forth ....then the creek...back and forth..

somewhere there is music....a unknown yet familiar tune...i cant hear what it is..
the little girls face is hidden...but her head is hanging...sad...i see her little dress...its white....more grey...a big black bow...long hair...dark..like i use to have...a ribbon around her head...

back and forth....then the creek...back and forth..

her little feet don't touch the ground...white shoes..muddy...the soles are brown...there is the music again....louder now ...closer...

then i see him....the man at her side....standing back...looking....looking at her.
he is darker then dark.....wearing a hat with a rim..his hands in his pockets..black clothes...all black...the blackest darkest black i have seen...
the music is louder now...i can make out the words...

back and forth and then the creek.....back and forth....

baby....nobody loves you...nobody cares that you lay down and die.....
back and forth....creek....back and forth...
baby...nobody loves you....they don't care that you lay down and cry...
back and forth ..creek....back and forth....
poor baby...nobody loves you....they don't care that...you bleed and then die..

i see her little hands holding on tighter to the chains....i see her wrist...one is bloody....one is not.....i hear another sound....thru the music...the singing..
the swinging...the creaking....
is she crying?....i cant tell....i cant see her face.....i hear it so close...

i hold my breath....and the crying stops.....

its me....
its always been me...
she...is me.
MissBlackMagic MissBlackMagic 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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This deserves so much more than I can say, more than I can express. It is beautiful in it's sadness.

thank you :)

Thank you for sharing. Would it be forward of me to offer a hug?