I Want To Say This....That I have been there for you through everything. I wish you could see how much support, kindness and loyalty I have shown you because if you do you don't show it. I feel envious of you as you must have many people in your life who do a lot for you as you don't seem to appreciate me.
I have supported you through your fathers death, your mothers death, your work troubles and your meltdown over the children. I have never let you down even though you have deeply hurt me with your insensitivity and at times rudeness towards me.
I am tired of always listening to you, propping you up and showing care but feeling like I don't get anything back. I do care about you deeply but I will not be used.