I Am Stuck In Second Year Mbbs

i have exam phobia and lose all interest in studying when exams draw near.. i spent all my time online doing useless things rather than facing my problems... i wish i could talk to someone about it.. if anyone would like to talk plz let me know...
andybaker andybaker
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5 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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I m sorry yu feel like dat...I too had that feeling after 10 itself for 5 years ...i also took mbbs and failed in 2nd year mbbs 2 times...I saw many doctors ...Some gave me anti-depressants which didnt work quite well...then a doctor from one of the best hospitals in the world gave me ANti-Depressant+Anti-anxiety Drugs which has finally made me peacefull...In addition to it , i started excercising which made my mind more peaceful....Then i finally understood that all the guilt and despair i felt was not because my life was meesed up . It was because my state of mind was not right.....Thank god i overcame it....Now i am felling as Happy as i never was....HAPPY JUST TO LIVE THE MOMENT....

Well we both r pretty much the same...I 2 failed my 2nd year. I 2 chose mbbs myself for the wrong reasons. So we both has to go on wid dis our whole life it seems.... I gave a thought abt suicide . bt since i love my parents so much, i never attempted it.... I right now trying to acquire characters required to become a good doctor and complete mbbs successfuly:
i) Become cold hearted so dat we can bare all insults and trouble
ii) Become systematic so that we can read regularly
iii) Overcome my Fear of asking help and talking to proffessors so that frm nw onwards i better go at them straight and gonna askk help guiding me on what to do next so not be scolded (coz i m sensitive to criticism and scolding).
iv) the world discourages me 4 choosing this course coz i was a great hacker,web designer and known several computer knwlegde ...Every1 says it would be better if i would have taken engineering (gud in maths 222) ...

Bt i no longer wish to see the past and wanna go on wid the decision i took... Hope yu too come to realise the reality and start ur life as of now...

i told my mom today i wanted to quit this course as it is making me miserable and depressed.. but she said there is no other choice but to continue as it was my own decision to join.. i understand that they are right.. i chose this course on my own,, i chose it for all the wrong reasons.. i made a mistake .. do i deserve to get punished for it my entire life?? i just want to be happy and do something that actually interests me but i am trapped in the hostel.. i am thinking about taking my life right now.. i am just tired of this.. tired of everything..i have absolutely no one to talk to..

Hey fella.. M in 2 nd yr rt now..yes i choose dis course on my own n also for my parents sake as they r doctors too i choose dis course for just thrill,for fun but now i m feeling d same..to end life...coz since d day i entered dis course my lyf became miserable.... I started feeling anxious n also depressed too. Now even in second yr i feel d same to quit coz i crawled my first yr somehow wid just passing percentage.. .i dont want to study... I just feeling faithless n those things which interested me dey became non interested so u n me on d same path but i also dont knw how to lead path ahead..:-(

Dude...I can understand your problem...m writing medicine 4 third time...let's all hope dat we both pass wid flying colors....