It's Kind of Weird.

I've fainted so many times that I stopped counting before I was 7 years old... I don't know how I feel about it. When it happens I hate it, I feel sick and scared for a long time afterwards.
But at the same time I kind of like it. It feels certain. Like the unconsciousness is real and waking up means I'm slipping back into a dream - thats the only way I can describe it. When I haven't fainted for a while I start to miss that feeling. I always wonder if I'm the only person who thinks that because I don't know anyone else who faints.

Also I used to think it was weird that I never remembered falling, but apparently that is normal. So... yeahhh.

hb hb
18-21, F
2 Responses Jun 21, 2007

I would really get that checked out. It sounds like you're having a type of cardiac arrythmia. i would suggest you go see a cardiologist

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