My Life - Its All Been One Big Lie

i have been faking happness for a long time i have no real friends and the only time i see people is at work. while im there i pretend i am happy with this fake happy smile and then go back to my apartment alone depressed waiting for the next day to start and live another day  in the lie.    

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26-30
1 Response Feb 17, 2009

I'm not happy either. Sorry to hear you are alone. I don't have any real friends either. My life sucks so bad the only time I get "out" is to go to the gym!