I Can't Do It..

Fake it till you make it...I've always heard that. But I don't know if it's possible for me to do. I have tried it, but I always went with what I felt. Now I am finding out  that expressing your feelings is worse than Faking it, if that is the case I might want to go back to trying to fake being happy !!!!

lady44 lady44
41-45, F
1 Response Mar 18, 2009

I've faked happy more times than I can count... When my hubby died, I didn't want me children to know that I was slowly dieing inside, that sometimes the darkness of my lose was smothering me. I think it is OK, if it is for the right reasons, I had to take what ever time I needed before I was able to be open and talk about my feelings.