My Heart Tells Me It's Real.

Humph? I don't know me all that well? Or maybe I just haven't thought of it is all? I gotta say it's scary as hell! You know it seems to me that the only people that can handle that kind of love (believe me I know that I am wrong) are sociopath's? People with complete and utter disregard for others feelings?

I know that sounds insane, but I got it from what I felt when I read it? I think it's beautiful and warm and genuine! Thing is, I have a low self esteem and what scares me is that i don't deserve a love like that. I think "good people" are the people pleasers and are the ones getting stepped on and taken advatage of. I see this EP full of good lonely people..why are they all afraid of one another? Why are they not hooking up? I know it's not true and I am probably wrong? But if I really peel back the onion and take a look deeper inside me, it's probably allot of the reasons why I can't find love.

I am a giver like you, but a strong person too. I feel incredibly ****** over from life sometimes, although I truely understand that I am one lucky son of a ***** aswell!

My point is is, because I feel less than others I seek out the love of people that look down on me, because I don't feel worthy of those that look up too me?

Or is it that I am attracted to good people......and when they see a love like mine they shy away.

Maybe, it's not me that is the problem at all? Maybe it's good people that are afraid to be loved on some level, like me? I have met many that say they are good people and they have great confidence and they have great style and they are charismatic as hell.

But when you rub away the vineer they aren't.

Yes, LOVE your story, it's inspiring and leaves me feeling well not hopeful LMAO!! that's for sure..but not alone is a big step foreward too!

I love you, for making me think!!! 15 mins gotta be a record!

i dont fall in love easily at all..but once i let someone in there always there and that hurts also