Lonely. I Fall In Love With Any And Every Girl Who Is Willing To Talk To Me :(

I've been this way for a long, long time now. I'm 25, and I haven't had a 'girlfriend' and the experience of being loved by a girl as much as I have loved them. Nope, not even once. I only had a fleeting glimpse of it when my middle school crush reciprocated my love, but that was exclusively via msn and facebook, and it was years after she left my school but we got reacquainted. Every time i've put myself out there (trust me it's a high number) I have either been flat out rejected or taken for a ride (without any of the 'benefits') and then hung out to dry. So now I tend to find myself head over heels in love with any girl who is just willing to talk to me! I'm not that bad looking and I don't have a bad personality, rather quite the opposite. I used to be in the limelight back in high school and uni, but never had any luck with the girls. And now, no one seems to notice my very existence. It's not that I fall in love with everyone I meet just to be loved back. I'm a very empathetic person by nature, and I do have my faults like most human beings. But i'm 25 and I feel i've missed out on a lot of good things. Worst of all, I have very low self esteem and no confidence whatsoever. Where do I go from here, I don't know. What i'm sure of at this moment in time is that i'm going to be a lone ranger for a long time to come. People these days are all about being artificial and showing/looking for superficial traits.
lonesomeranger lonesomeranger
22-25, M
May 10, 2012