The Man Of My Dreams

I dream't of him again last night.... I hate it when I do that, cause now I'll be thinking of him all day, again! I realize he is only perfect in my minds eye and that if we were to ever have had the chance to be in a relationship there surely would have been faults. I just wish I could've kissed him just once. I actually felt tingles when I hugged him good bye the last time I saw him. I thought my heart would leap right out of my chest and felt the electricity. I miss seeing him every day at my old job, we worked together for a lot of years. The chance encounters, flirting, talking, sharing. I would feel high as a kite in his presence and so disappointed when he wasn't there. I hadn't felt that kind of attraction in years or since. There was something about him. I could get lost in his eyes and we had so much in common, The attraction factor was off the charts. If we weren't both married, oh yeah, definitely. In fact I am sorry I didn't tell him when I had the chance, cause now the time is passed. God I miss him.... please help me get him outta my head!!
blissfulmiss blissfulmiss
36-40, F
2 Responses May 16, 2012

I have that dream, about the man of my dreams, the one that got away. I know in reality that it would never be what my minds fantasy has created and I have faced the fact that I will never see him again, nor will I ever get the chance to tell him how much he meant to me and how sorry I am for not giving us the chance when I had the chance to give. I miss him every day.

Yes.... Interesting points in your story....