My Soul Still Bruise

After years, I stood up and told em' how I feel, I lost contact with him & wasn't surprise by it, it became like a hobby but painful I learn to dealt with it. The heavy stone was taken off my chest so now I know how it feels to breath again, so I thought it was over but how can I not think of him if we're just like twins, I said I forgive em' & I meant it & i mean it,  I don't have a grudge towards him,i don't understand how my soul still bruise what should I drink? Or what to do? I just wanna be cure & not live with it! I need to go back from the time I was kid again to this point in life maybe solve an ease on this pain 
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Jan 20, 2013