My Fear Of "becomeing" Fat.I have always feared of becoming fat. It started when I was 9 years old and frecked out when I was 55 lbs and my friend was 50 lbs. And she was a year younger than me but that did not make a difference. When I was 10 I people were saying how small my friend Bryanna was and I said I was small too and they said, yeah but your fat compared to her. And when I was 11 years old and 3 months I went to the doctor and was 78 lbs. My doctor said good, your not underweight anymore and my mom told the nurse I was 87 lbs! And I screamed NO! I AM 78 LBS! NOT 87 LBS! And my mom was like what the hell... Yeah. More stories but the main ones before my ED. Lol.
9 years old - 4'4" and 55 lbs
10 years old - 4'7" and 68 lbs
11 years old - 4'8" and 78 lbs
Punchinginadream 18-21, F 1 Jul 29, 2011