Fear Is My Lifeline

I am so scared of being fat...again...I used to be. I was very big. And then so many people told me I was fat. Including my doctor. And something snapped. I have been anorexic for 2 years. When I told my parents and they took me to a doctor, the doctors put me on a meal plan. I have gained weight since then and I hate it. I hate every minute of it. I am so scared of being fat again. I don't want to go back. I am also depressed so that doesn't help either. I don't wanna gain weight again. I don't wanna be fat....I am so scared. I am.
allofth3abov3 allofth3abov3
13-15, F
Feb 2, 2013