So Scared!!!

Sometimes I feel like I'm putting on weight.. even though I'm not. Sometimes though I eat so much junk in one day.. it's crazy. I used to weigh myself every week and every time I put on even a bit of weight I got upset.. I still do weigh myself sometimes and it still is annoying when I put on weight... especially if I had eaten less than normal that week. I've never really done anything though to stop myself from putting on anymore weight. I keep saying I'll exercise more but I have no motivation for it. Then I just carry on eating as normal. That's why I'm scared that I'm just going to get bigger and bigger. I don't exercise much and although I hate eating sometimes and I'm not even that hungry most of the time... I still eat a lot and I feel like a fat pig... My friends call me skinny all the time... but I honestly don't think I am anymore.. I used to be a few years ago.. but now.. I don't know.

BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 19, 2010

xD haha... ok thanks! :)

lol thanks guys.. and yep it does suck.