i've had 2 bfs in the past but no girlfriends yet. it's simply because i fear rejection. (i don't get rejected by accepting men right? so there) i'm afraid to be open about my sexuality because i fear to be rejected. and i also find it hard to approach a woman because i don't want to be rejected. i think this fear stems from the fact that i lack self-confidence... I HATE THE FEELING. :( it's not entirely my fault that i see myself this way. i've been brought up in a conservative environment and i need some fresh air.