Sad Realisation

It's really strange and its very hard for me to tell other people. From the outside looking in my life seems great. At my age, 26, people think I'm confident and that I am relatively successful. What they don't see is me in my room alone crying for no reason at all. And it's been like this since I was a child. I've managed to create another person for the world to see but no one can understand what's really happening. And it's not going to go away. True happiness can't be real and can't be achieved. I really wish it wasn't like this but once you've crossed the threshold once, you know you're on borrowed time.
RickGrae RickGrae
1 Response Dec 15, 2012

I can relate. I don't want to believe that true happiness can't be real or achieved and I think deep down you don't want to believe that either. Are you religious at all?